...but so alive.
It's as if I'd need 100hour days right now... I'm just not getting anywhere with anything. I wanna chill and go out in the sun...run, scream, enjoy the summer. I wanna swimm, play sports, get blond hair (;))...but actually I'd need to work, read and study. It sucks. Three jobs is a lot plus the volunteer stuff...but no, it's not too much. I'm happy that my life's full of things... full of moments and people... oh and I'm sorry that I'm not always there and around, some people might think I'm gone but I'm just a bit more invisible at the moment.
Good things on my mind?! Heaps! NZ is very much alive at the moment, after the AFS camp (which was just great...I like being the boss, but most of all I like reading reactions into people's faces, seeing them getting to know themselves, seeing them being interested in what you wanna teach them...)
The Sarah Bettens concert was just great... the curly girl of course...and seeing Sarah on the roof and at the river was pretty cool. The songs have been some kind of a support during past months and we might even sing one of them...3...11 or who knows...
I came back after the weekend with a lot of enthusiasm, power and will. To get away from this bloody computer and go out in the world...I'm working on it ;)

I wanna sleep...I'd need to work another hour to get to an end with it...I should I should... This summer I'll work and hopefully I'll have time to surf...to spend time with Levi, with people I seldom see right now...and to go the Lido and sing with the Luisgafe - Band ;)

coz my wall came down today and I thought...this is when the wall comes down ;)