...si trova in corridorio adesso...ed io sul letto nella camera vuota, che era la mia per un po'... Mi sento vuota anch'io...cosa sarà la vita al di là del parete? Non cambia proprio niente...lo so. La Julia, come sarà come coinquilina? Come sarà il nuovo semestre? ...Be'....direi quando si è tristi e perduti si può fare solo una cosa...andare sul balcone a fare delle bolle di sapone...e così vado. Chiedelo al vento...

Yesterday was the wedding of my cousin...I enjoyed myself a lot being there...I knew quite a lot of people...most of all, the windsurf-community of course and then my family obviously. Imagine that now, immediately she seems quite a lot of older than me...non ho mai fatto il caso. Naja... Then I accompagnied the daughter of my older cousin to the preparation of her confirmation. (It's only by looking at the english word that I understand a lot more about it...that's why I support doing it at an older age than she has now...when it would really be her choice. For me it wasn't my choice...I mean what did I know...?!) Anyway..we talked about faith/reliance/trust...which is all one word in german ;) I like becoming part of her life, I really do...
Then there was the story of the guy who suddendly changed his name...he's Markus now...I mean Markus?! I don't get it. Some things must have obviously happend...I can't imagine what makes you change your whole life like that.. I mean, I'd be another person if I was called Melanie, right? I can't imagine to suddenly let the people call me Salome (even though more would be able to pronounce that..)
My new room's set btw...it's still strange to be here...I mean it still has to become my room...(I'm sure I gonna walk into Julias a couple of times..) There's much more room, I got a whole Sehnsucht-Wand and I'm sure it's gonna be a good time here...
Lif'e is btw...a shaggy dog story...but surprised are good at times I'm sure.

Quería tan sólo intentar vivir lo que tendía a brotar espontáneamente de mí. ¿Por qué había de serme tan difícil? --> for how long will every inch of this world remind me of you??

That's it for today... I'm still waiting for Julia to come and then it's time to get some sleep before I go back to USI tomorrow...
My Haarverlängerungs-Hair. It was incredibly long...now it's gone..right now I feel like cutting it right off..but well till I get to someone who could do it... Anyway...