...are we actually only sitting in the audience and watch our life pass by? It seems as if my life would be changing right now...more than in the two months maybe... Some of it is slowly moving backwards...to how it used to be in the crappy old days I hardly wanna think about. I mean...me feeling less free and acting the same way...people suddenly appeared back and I swear I kinda had forgotten about them...they remind me of who I used to be...some parts of that Ra I'm still trying to get back..some of it I wanna leave behind. I'm just watching....and my life's also moving forwards. People are leaving, I can already see them gone even if there still here. I wish I could go out of this state I'm in right now...(which has not too much to do with having to study...I mean that's a fact but I'm also very much into this me against the world right now and I guess not everyone likes that..)
Maybe it's just time for a few changes? (Bummer that I changed the blog layout just some time ago...others seem to try it that way...) I could finally cut those bloody hair I guess...but you know... it would be a little bit like cutting of my tattoo...the NZ sun's still in those hair...
Anyway..I've been called a "very good person" today, eccezionale. Did I earn that? Or have I just shown her only the partly truth..who knows. Two people who I once called friends and maybe still do re-appeared in my life today. Thanks to them. They were a piece of reality in this grey day. I'm looking forward to all those marvelous things with you Peace! It's time we continue were we stop back then ;) And you..Wally number 1...I'm a bit worried about you...but I'm sure you're rocking those frogs :) That's it from me today... (that's for you!!! Hope we gonna sing it together again like in the good old days Mitchy!)



btw...never let a day pass without somebody who thinks you're crazy...it's worth it!!