Bisogna trovare il proprio sogno perché la strada diventi facile...
said good old Hermann Hesse...dreams. I'm constantly thinking about dreams now...1. one good friend's just lost his... he gave up more than most other people ever would for it...but it's broken apart now. And I wouldn't ask him if he thinks it was worth it...his answer would be yes. But what can we learn? Isn't the price, all the things we cannot do if we decide to follow a dream, to high?
2. Somebody else said yes to this question a while ago...and so she's constantly asking herself the bloody what if's... and she's crying tears for that lost dream, which might've still been possibile to safe...is it still possibile to safe it? If people have strong dreams like that...you're next to them but they mightn't even see you, because there's something of the missing.
3.What's the right choice then? Follow your dreams whatever that means for your life? I really see it now how "Life against Dream"'s a very strong reality. (And reality is everything that is or could be...Wittgenstein said and Rigotti..hmm ;)) A reality that hurts... I mean I'm not in the position to decide against life...would be stupid anyway. And I'm not so heartless to give up on everything I have believed in in those years...to want to achieve what I've been wishing for in all those years I can remember. So what do I do?! I tryna get both. Let's see how it works out.
4. There's always other dreams as well...and it kinda seems there's dreams that are so big that they don't work if you dream them alone, you need that other persons who dreams as well...with you. ...I'm gonna get back to studying...this is my break right now...my step out into the world...pretty sad.