sitting, waiting, wishing
I'm in a bad mood lately. Waiting makes you going crazy. Life's telling me to wait and see, I keep on wishing for the better.
20 faces are starting to build hell for me, hell are the others surely. I guessed I stopped trying to love'em like they've stopped
trying to be likeable people. It's another 40 days, other people save the world in that kind of time. How sad, I hate this school
right now, this world as well.. but mostly I hate myself for caring so much. I wish I could just sit hear and wait for the time to
pass me by. It won't. I know that I'll be in this "it's nearly over"-state forever. For ever. It's great to paint everything in a devilish,
brutal grey. Coz tomorrow another P.E. class (head keeps on searching for good stuff..) well.. P.E. is cool... I'll stop it. It's
all worthless. And I wanna get away from here.
20 faces are starting to build hell for me, hell are the others surely. I guessed I stopped trying to love'em like they've stopped
trying to be likeable people. It's another 40 days, other people save the world in that kind of time. How sad, I hate this school
right now, this world as well.. but mostly I hate myself for caring so much. I wish I could just sit hear and wait for the time to
pass me by. It won't. I know that I'll be in this "it's nearly over"-state forever. For ever. It's great to paint everything in a devilish,
brutal grey. Coz tomorrow another P.E. class (head keeps on searching for good stuff..) well.. P.E. is cool... I'll stop it. It's
all worthless. And I wanna get away from here.
Rahoroi - 8. Mai, 21:00
