I'm twenty now..it was a nice night at the beach... I'd always wanna have the possibility to go swimming at 3 in the morning...
Life's upside down at the moment... I'm getting it sorted and not...I'm happy and not...I'm crazier than ever and not...Soon I'll be home, back home...home and away. It's time that some things change, I no longer wanna have all of this around me...I don't longer wanna have question marks flying around my head, I don't longer wanna feel this way...jumpy and tired of it all... I don't longer wanna wait for something to happen that will tell me what's going on... It's time to arrive...maybe in Lugano...
Rahoroi - 30. Aug, 22:21
Life's windy at the moment, it's still good to be here, another month at the beach... I'm getting there with my italian... maybe, some day... now, one month, until Lugano :)
Rahoroi - 6. Aug, 18:42
Well.. like every weekend.. people go away and new people come (well this time at least the first part is right..) I was kinda used to the people who were around last week...Three weeks in italy.. feels like a lifetime (haha... I'm being pathetic)
Rahoroi - 29. Jul, 18:16
some people got windsurf-talent;) grazie...pingu.
Rahoroi - 29. Jul, 18:15
Fire everywhere... Smoke all around us. Now it's over though.
Rahoroi - 26. Jul, 21:36
I'm down here in Italy for about one week now... This means, about 3 pizzas, one new bottle of gaz, a couple of desperate working hours, a couple of new friends, one sun tan, a bunch of new muscles, new roommates and so on...It's nice here.
Rahoroi - 17. Jul, 19:53
It was actually ok :) Mallorca didn't kill me. I had enough drinks and not enough sleep but also bought a spanish book and I'm eager now on learning this wonderful language...
Now I'm back and cleaning up my past (gotta get everything out of my room for the new carpet..) and packing for the future. It's good but strange.
Rahoroi - 2. Jul, 13:59
Yesterday we got our diploma's... It was an emotional moment, everybody there and everybody cared. A lot of people, congratulations, friends...
It's hard to describe, how it is now, when everything is bound to change... I wrote this a couple of weeks ago, it's still the closest I got to how I feel...
Tränen trocknen jeden Traum /und du verlierst den Stand
als ob der Regen riefe / und der Boden tanzen würd
vieles wär jetzt einfacher / als ein simpler Mord
und einfach weitergehen / hat schon so manchen
berührt? / Glänzen deine Schuhe auch
Fressen deine Pferde fremdes Gras / Gestern
in der Zukunft / nur noch Stein
den Rücken runter rollt / ein Stoss, ein Kuss
Lichter werden unzertrennlich / und erwürgen meinen Stolz
und der Sinn / hat kaum mehr Luft
Erwäge das Lachen / herzenserfüllendleer
und du wirst kaum verstehen / warum der Himmel blüht
weil Schmerz zündelt / und Schlaf
fesselt / der Tag
hat heut gewechselt / die Nacht
verbirgt kein Sehnen mehr / gib acht
vor Blumen / die schlecht träumen
vor Worten die nicht / weinen
weil neu / das wars schon
Gestern.
it's just the usual uselss stuff... It helps though :) And now I'm excited, I can't wait.. Ouga, Italy.. Lugano. Life is good to me...
Rahoroi - 23. Jun, 10:16
Fire, food and fun. I love our lake.
Rahoroi - 16. Jun, 15:00
