In nine days I'm gonna board a plane to a place I never wanted to go to, anyway I can't wait. Mallorca, it'll give me some stories I guess, some last stories with my classmates who still kinda have been right that my class and even my mates, for a while... Still I feel bad about just hopping over to that Island to spend a week doing nothing basically or getting used to drinking again, dunno really... So it has apperead that "the island" is being called Ougadougu amongst my friends now, nice aye?! 9 days left... I guess I should be able to do all right in the whole matura thingy, it'll be all right.. I'm even studying and (as far as the languages go) having fun doing it when I can persuade myself not to sleep or cook or sit behind the computer...

(sorry eve, I know it's just last 9 days as well... it's probably because you wish it never to end and can't wait that this time's kinda taking forever and passing incredibly fast at the same time... it'll be good having you back around anyway..)

9 crimes, just came to my mind:
just a cute little song, thanks Amra :)

Matuuuuuuuuura... We're all getting there.. more or less in a mature way ;) Well.. at leat I believe that it's do-able, it's possible.. it's gonna happen...

I'm in a bad mood lately. Waiting makes you going crazy. Life's telling me to wait and see, I keep on wishing for the better.
20 faces are starting to build hell for me, hell are the others surely. I guessed I stopped trying to love'em like they've stopped
trying to be likeable people. It's another 40 days, other people save the world in that kind of time. How sad, I hate this school
right now, this world as well.. but mostly I hate myself for caring so much. I wish I could just sit hear and wait for the time to
pass me by. It won't. I know that I'll be in this "it's nearly over"-state forever. For ever. It's great to paint everything in a devilish,
brutal grey. Coz tomorrow another P.E. class (head keeps on searching for good stuff..) well.. P.E. is cool... I'll stop it. It's
all worthless. And I wanna get away from here.

It's fun that I wrote about having Matuzi finished yesterday.. I'm close (but only close) to freaking out. But I don't wanna tell stories about people's stupidness and mistakes that can happen and all of that sh.. . I'm rather talking about those bloody engery-drink nights. I start to hate that stuff, bloody Gum-bear-juice (sounds great translated) but it's the only things that keeps me going (Besides a wonderful cuppa of course.. check out that scene in the "Shipping news" movie...) Ok, I have work to do. It's good to have a least some people left who hardly care about those stupid little problems, people who are too far away to care...

favourite song quote right now:

the Waifs: People who think they can

People who think they can
People who think they can
I want to be just like those who think they can
I want to be
Not so far away
From where I planned to be by now
Time has a bad habit from flying
I was sleeping when it passed me by
I was dreaming of what I would wear when I go there.
It's not easy being green in a world you have to tread on other people just to find a place to put your wares on show
Its not required that you sing write or play you just wear the tightest one and smile in that certain way
and think you can
People who think they can
I want to be just like those who think they can
I want to be
Not so far away from where I planned to be
Good things come to those who wait
I'm going to lift my head and keep my back up straight
And when it matters most and I can't be found
You just climb to the top and you will find hanging around with people who think they can
People who think they can
I want to be just like those who think they can
I want to be

Easter holidays are just about over. I'd rather finish up my work right now but well.. guess don't really feel like it much. Had two good weeks, well once that bloody Maturazitig was finished anyway :) Now it's five weeks of school... not much aye?! But it's enough... First visitor is still expected :) Welcome welcome....

Somewhere in äm Lenzburg... Lea and I learned a lot about believing or not, even in talk with two nuns...


A wonderful day in Luzern, with Julia and Helen. First Helen and I went shopping in Zug (while Jules was waiting) and then we rented a "Pedalo"...

Yesterday we hunted easter eggs :) Altdorf was stolling around and we were desperately looking for new hints... check out the photo which somehow dissapeared but still appears in the "zufallsbild" corner. that's it for now, it's easter and it's spring and it's summer ;)

Well...
it's done, I just created my own blog.. wasn't that hard, was it?
It took me about 2 years to really decide on it. But now so many things are changing and I'm having a hard time finding people to share that all with (and it's more and me than on them..) So here it is, again, it is already tomorrow and this blog ain't gonna help me to get to bed early ;) but it might help me for other things...
One question seems already to be answered... English won vs. German, well for now it's the right choice. This is it. When you read this Bob then you're probably the first one to do so, it's good having you with me... somehow.