The other day my flatmate said: "at the moment my life feels like a fucking soap opera...but today...it kinda turned into a sitcom"... so basically we created the concept for "Foolia...Wege ins Unglück" and I think it would be a great success... except that I should maybe bring in some stories too... well I guess I'd rather start in a months when this year's really over... but somehow it is, already now. Last class today and I don't feel anything at all. It's just a matter of fact... I'm sitting here all numb and not even look forward to go over to the neighbours, I'm just not caring much...but could also be I'm just tired...too tired.
Still I might look back on that year which still managed to change my life into a pretty important direction...which seems to be crucial for my future. And as I look back on what I expected my life to be here, I'm happy with it. I got great friends, I couldn've imagined it to be like that...(and I got good friends back home and all around...who make sure a I get heaps of postcards and letters ;) )I don't like many of the people in my class...but that don't matter actually...I'm still seen as the strange one by many people, but that only means that Uri is not so diffrent from the rest of the world. I do sports nearly every day...Lugano sometimes presents you new faces, smells and experiences and I think that I still want to have a lot of that... and I might just bring back the last words of the professor yesterday...she said: "Aim high"..