Today I broke my Hei matau....I always said to myself, once it's broken I'll go back. I can't go back to Aotearoa right now...but my longing to being there is growing with each day...it's the place of my dreams, as simply as that...
I'm planning for my future now..but plans sometimes are nothing more than plans...as I'm most probably gonna have to wait another year before I can go to Paris for example... I like Lugano (and I hate it at the same time) that's not even the point...but I'm not yet ready to be in a place for too long. I'm feeling naked...I really miss my amulet, my protector (you can call me supersticious now...)
As the second semester goes on without noticing it, I'm doing sports, working, trying not to loose contact with my friends, I read when I find the time, I discover new music, I'm actually living...and summer's right out there so I guess I can only put a bright smile on my face...but well...
Now it's time to go to bed..tomorrow morning Pancake-Breakfast with my flatmates...yummie!!