25. of Januar...first t-shirt day of this year.. (means: left the house with nothing else on...I know lame joke ;) ) But that moment there was pretty close to perfect..a good song in my ear...me singing along silently...some lady coming up to me.."ma non hai freddo..." con un sorriso :), ho anche parlato col vicino preferito...quello con la famiglia...(ne parlo più tardi ancora..) e poi...la Anna gridando dal altro lato dell'uni: "Raaaaaaaa"...(might just as well write in English again ;) ) she had done very well in her exam...at least somebody with a bit of success yeah... she hed Rangitahiwai with her...I knew that it brings luck... the sun was shining...and me with the bridest smile on my face...arrived to study bloody Eco with Ursina... and that's about what I've done today...
But one perfect moment isn't too bad right?! There are days who're like that all the time..but maybe it's for the people you're with and all... there is people who can easily safe your day... but maybe there too blind too see...dunno..
Anyway, coming back to the nice neighbour with the kids and all...yesterday I thought about having kids...being a mum and all...just a thought...you know...just a thought. And I liked the idea...I mean you cannot be more "maldestra" than I am right now... but apart from that...I cook for the lot, I listen, I give my opinion, I'm there for the people around me..the ones who want me to (I hope at least I that couldn't do more...)and I guess you can take your happiness out of that if you try...so that's how I passed my day...killing a Cafetiera and all...and then..me going back to studying in the evening...I got a text...and so I went out...and talked and talked... somebody needed to talk...and maybe I did too...so I heard about italians newest political drama... and well..do I have to say that I'm shocked?! Ok...twasn't really what would help to safe that wonderful country...but what's the alternative?! yeah...that's what I think...right.... Well... I'm interested what's gonna come now...
At least good old Switzerland's going back to be less...dunno...if I say right..that wouldn't be right..right? Let's say...I see a more positive future than in the pecoranera time... and well.. I am Swiss you know...Bob...I am Swiss I cannot lie about that.. (ai wennich niä wärdä schnupfä!!!!)Anyway...the family story...so I had had that thought in my head all day...and actually this is the year in which I'm gonna grow up right?! Lately I haven't even been able to look after myself...but given a couple of years...I guess I wanna be a mom some day...(and yeah....I can just write it like that...)
I'm gonna do some work now...before I go to bed... I'm back to taking serious decisions again...yeah Ra's back, the Ra I used to know!!!!!!!!!!!!
There's a piece of paper with "where's Bob" on it on my window...where's Bob????? Am I somebody without Bob? Or just a shape...a block of thoughts-untold, a smile-unseen, I'm a trip to nowhere, I'm a thousand words but maybe...just diffrent signifiant, no diffrent signifié...o well... I miss Bob I guess.